I felt that myself is different from other people. No one really cared much for me. I feel as it my life is meaningless. I am lame, and not as beautiful as other women. Am I worthy enough for others to care for me? Only the Chief Shepherd really understands me.
My neighbors, the people in the village, the Shepherd and his servants seemed to be good to me, but why my family and relatives seems very rough with me. They forced me to do what I don't want to do, which includes for me to marry Craven Fear. I was torture by their words and actions, which don't cared how I felt at all.
Apart from other people, I want my family to love me. I want them to understand how I feel. I want to be loved in return. Eventhough I cared for them, it seems useless. They don't want to try to understand how I feel, but wanting me to do what they want.
I want to feel understand how love is. The Shepherd had taught me about how to love without wanting in return. I know that to love feels good, but to me I still want to be love in return. I do not want anything much more, but just want to feel how it is like to be loved in return, and another thing I dreamed for is to have a much understanding family.
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